Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2009

Nyau christmas baru kitai...pejam enchelak pejam enchelak, dah nyau ke apus tahun 2008..Umur nyau majak tuai...enti ditanya udah ke aku bulih utai ke di kingin ati maya tahun 2008 suba datai, saut ia sigi empai...bisi sekeda utai ke di kingin ati udah di ulaih..mayuh ke bedau di ulih..enda ngawa ga nya, ulih di bai ke taun baru 2009..hahaha....Taun 2008 cukup mayuh penguji nuntung kami sebilik...Enti ka berunding pasalnya, sigi enda cukup adil..Tang nya meh, semua pengawa Tuhan...Enka Tuhan ke nunjuk atau ke nguji kami sebilik...Utai ke bangat berat penguji di beri Tuhan maya ia ngambi abang aku baru-baru tok tadi...nya meh climax penguji ke di beri Tuhan... Aku ngarap ke taun baru 2009 tok berubah lalu mai pemanah ngagai kami sebilik kenyau ke balat amat dituntung penusah baka ke taun 2008.

Nyau peluang to mega aku ka meri Selamat ari krismas ngau selamat taun baru 2009 ngagai semua bala kaban, family ngau temuai ba pendai' aku tok...Ngajih ke sama-sama bulih berekat ari Tuhan ngau bulih jereki ke lebih manah maya krismas ngau taun baru tok ila...Ngagai semua bala kaban (especially ke ba Bintulu ditok), aku ngau ati ke baruh ka minta ampun ari pun pala ngagai ujung kaki enka aku bisi ngaga penyalah(sedar tauka enda sedar) telanjur jako, terlanjur essen (action), telebih makai ngirup, tauka bisi ngasuh ati kita ensiban....Minjau jako melayu "sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit"......Ngarap ke kitai terus bekaban sampai bila-bila...laban, enti kitai bekaban ngau ati ti ikhlas,friendshipnya sigi di berkat Tuhan....

Start cuti next week alu mungkin ka bejalai raun-raun kini...ka celebrate christmas ati bedau cukup lantang....

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

Abangku Pegi Enda Pulai Agi

4.12.2008 - Genap pukul 5.45am aku terdani laban handphone ke di silence aku vibrate alu terkena jari maya aku agi tinduk..baru ka meri hello tang orang kengagau udah ngengkah ke talipon...terus di check aku baru hanphone aku lalu dia aku meda mayuh amat "missed call" lalu kesemuanya ari bala madi aku...udahnya aku muka sms ke dikirum nephew aku..masalah ia smsnya enda meri message ke terang...sms berbunyi "amatka berita ke baru aku terima tadi?"....Berita?..pia ke aku bejako dalam ati...nama berita tok?...terus berteka teki aku...aku lalu berasai enda nyamai ati...jarang-jarang bala madi ngau diri sebilik begiga ke aku diniari baka tok...bedau sempat berunding jauh, handphone aku berbunyi baru...Aka aku ke di Miri talipon..."Hello", pia ke aku....Aka aku sempat nganu aku dulu nama kebuah enda nemu ngangkat ke talipon...lalu berita ke deka di padah alu empai disebut ia...Udahnya aku nanya, "Nama hal talipon tumu-tumu pagi"....Then baru ia madah,"Aba G udah nadai"..."What!", pia ke aku agi bedau percaya ko utai disebut ia...Tambah mega ngai ke salah dinga....Berumban amat ia ngengkah ke talipon laban ia ka talipon ngagai bala bukai ko ia....Aku alu angkat ari tinduk, tang agi bedau ulih nerima message aka ku tadi...Cuba nempik mua diri laban ke ngumbai diri bermimpi..Tambah mega agi sebungau bekau baru dani tinduk...Enda lama udahnya aka aku talipon baru...CONFIRM, abang aku memang udah nadai...Tang WHY?...nama kebuah tiba-tiba aja....Langsung enda sakit, termasuk nadai madah diri pedis pala, tiba-tiba ninga rita ia nadai...Ia nadai dalam tinduk...nyau pagi aka ipar aku nemu ia nadai...Nadai utai cukup ngasuh aku sedih laban teringat ke abang aku tok endang cukup mentas ngau bala madi, kaban belayan pia mega enggau orang bukai...Baru udah birthday ia bulan sebelas sarinya..Birthday ke-50...Agi kelalu biak ia pegi ninggal ke kami, ninggal ke bala anak,madi enggau indai ia...enti ia bisi rita sakit, mungkin kami udah bersedia..tapi tok langsung nadai madah diri empu pedis...Amat Tuhan sayau ke ia, tang sekurang-kurang beri meh masa ngambi ke kami ulih bejako ngau ia ke penudi sekali...Cukup belala begulai ngau abang akunya...Last bertemu ngau ia Gawai sarinya aja laban ia sigi nguan menua kami di Sebuyau...Nya ngasuh jarang-jarang ulih betemu ngau ia...Aku lalu pulai ke Sebuyau lemainya lebih kurang pukul 2.30pm laban ke nganti bala madi ari Miri...Nyau dinihari baru datai ba Sebuyau...Peda cukup mayuh bala kaban belayan datai...Mendiang abangku di intu selama 2 malam...ari satu baru mupok pulai ke Bintulu baru....Cukup sunyi asai leboh ngenang pemegi abang akunya...Ia cukup di sayau kebala madi ia laban ia cukup mentas ngau bala madi..cukup nda sayau ke utai leboh maya bala madi ia pulai ke menua (maya gawai/christmas)...enti ia nemu bala madi ia pulai, dia ia lalu kiroh begiga ke utai ti jarang di empa bala madi ia di negeri...Cukup gaga leboh bala madi ia pulai berami di rumah ia...Ngagai abang aku, mungkin enda sempat aku madah ke ia leboh maya ia agi idup...AKU CUKUP SAYAU KE IA....pemanah ngau pementas nuan madi sigi enda ulih dibalas enggau jako...cukup sinu enti leboh ngenang maya nuan ke udah nadai....semina aku besampi, ngambi ke nuan begulai ngau Tuhan di menua ke siti din..

For I am sure that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:38-39

Kursus Bina Negara (28-1 December 2008)

At last, after 5 days being jailed (no TV, newspaper and hand phone) in Ulu Sepri camp, i m back to civilizations….It was tiring and the period of 5 days was too much for me…I m going to share some of the moments with you guys here..

27 November 2008.
As early as 7.00 am, Jang sent me to UPM Serdang coz a friend (actually, I didn’t know this guy, all I knew, he is a UPM academic staff - just called him last week coz I need friend to travel there).. I’m the only representative from Bintulu…Just imagine, I need to go to the strange place with the strangers…ayoyoyo…lebih-lebih agi bujang pemalu rumah panjai baka aku…haha

There were two more UPM friends (2 ladies) traveled with us with a car full loaded with bags and boxes…..it was very convenience..it really was…hahaha..anyway, thanks zairul for a ride…don’t wary bout the “tambang” coz you can claim it…

A at last we reached the camp site. This camp looks great from outside. Looks green, clean and great atmosphere. After all, it is in the forest.... The minute we got there, our phone signal was gone…Maxis never follow you anywhere…ayoyoyo… it is only Celcom line works here..well, Celcom has a great Teritory…Nothing much happen on the very first day except knowing the fact that the facilitators will keep all the mobiles from the participants.No problem dear, you can take mine…Maxis line is not functioning anyway…keep it, buat macam harta sendiri..haha…Zairul and I accommodated room 10, D block (if am not mistaken)..at first I thought it was only us accommodate the room and guess what?....the room were shared with 20 more participants….my goshhhhh….the double-decker bed just remind me of staying at the hostel during the school days…well, belajar hidup susah bah..

In the afternoon, we were then form into groups. There were 7 groups out of 79 participants….Then, the facilitators briefed us the rules, introduced the song (forgot the lyric and even the melody) and the programmes for the next four days…..the first ceramah was at nite and as usual, I layan fishing (sleepy) from the start till the end of the ceramah…woke up only after I heard big hand….hehehe….well, the first ceramah done!...good job….tepuk2…

28 November 2008.

We had a total of 8 hours of talks for the whole day. huhuhu. Its fishing day..haleluya….hahaha…The first was about the education. It was interesting. Well done (no fishing activity was done during the speech). The second was on economy and finance. The speaker was so soft-spoken and the talk was like “macam dikejar hantu”…it was too fast and bored. I started scribbling my notepads and a friend sat next to me started draw the scenery of Ulu Sepri… Great drawing..then we started to chit-chat…the issues of the talk, please ask the girl who sat next to me..she was so concentrate on the issue…The third and fourth talks was on Politics and National Security....Sorry, I was in my “own world” during the talks….

29 November 2008

The third day, we were form into new group for LDK (Latihan Dalam Kumpulan) session. Each group is assigned two facilitators. We were discussing about Malaysia, Malay, Kontrak sosial, jus soli, perlembagaan Malaysia etc. Quite interesting but in my opinion, the two facilitators were seriously “syok sendiri” and some matters/discussions/talks given by them were super sensitive especially to non-malay/non-bumi. They should have given some respects to our non-bumis friends by censoring some issues in which I think very inappropriate to be discussed especially among the professionals (as some participant are Drs., PTDs, lecturers and ever lawyers).

30 November 2008.

Fourth day. Stayed in this camp for 4 days really felt that I’ve been in this deserted camp for more than 4 years..busannnn…LDK, LDK, LDK….Too much time allocated to LDK and the participants were listening to the lousy talks from two “syok sendiri” facilitators….urghhhhhh…bosannnnn… … The best part was only the “Riadah” a.k.a senaman session in the evening conducted by two super-friendly Pak (couldn’t remember the name)…

1 December 2008.

Yahoooooo…. Last day in this camp.... We were given the exam at 8.30 am and all were about general knowledge…I wonder, why they put so much time and efforts on ceramahs and LDKs as they were only contributed to 10-15% on the exam questions. What’s a waste!....

After the exam, we went for a juggle trekking. One of the most interesting activity throughout the whole course. Unfortunately, the hill wasn’t challenging enough as it just like a normal hill in Sarawak…Maybe yes for some participants who live in the big city…yeh..orang Bandar katakan….

I did enjoy the course, but of course NOT the talks and LDK sessions. Perhaps teenagers or politicians will enjoy the course. Makin umur nyau tuai, course baka tok baka ka muai masa aja….Enda nemu dini pemanah course baka tok…enti ka nanam semangat cintakan Negara (so called), bendanya enda ibuh di kursus2 laban ba penemu aku semua orang sigi sayau ke menua enda ngira dini alai sida ia…